When
I first started in photography I had an insatiable need to understand
how it worked. I try to satisfy this need by reading, talking to photographers
I respected and constant shooting. The learning continued by exploring
the B&W and Color darkrooms - again with an insatiable
need to understand the process. I
practiced the zone system, learned the
law of reciprocity, how to control
perspective with
lens utilization, how
quanta of light interacted with silver halide... it
was endless.
All
during this intense time, everything I did was photographically related.
I was not disappointed... the more you explore photography... the more
you understand it's interrelationship... the more you realize that "photo"
"graphy" is truly
the science of light.
Little
did I know that this myopic path would lead to a broader understanding
of myself and my feelings. There was a time when I didn't pick up a
camera for a few years. One day
a friend observed, "Bob, I never see you take pictures anymore"
my immediate response was , "Ya but I still see."
It
was then I realized that at one
time I was
only able to see
looking through the viewfinder.
It was during that non-photographic
period that I really learned to see - and more importantly to feel.
I
was technically competent with the camera and the photo process to record
what I saw... now the challenge was to try to photograph what I felt!
All my
knowledge and training only got me to the starting line.
The
images incorporated in the Image Non Image
are the first images I felt I created as a photographer. The
long journey, time and effort to control the craft of photography, was
just the preparation to the expression.
As
if this revelation wasn't profound
enough... I have always written personal insights and combined them
with my photos. Recently I discovered the Tao Te Ching only to find
my insights where merely revelations of truths as old as time itself.
Because
of my path through photography, I no longer
try to define what I see in myself or in others because it limits the
possibilities to new revelations.
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